This weekend I reduced my dose of Prozac from 60mg to 40mg a day. I’m being as sensible as I can about this, reviewing my progress (or the opposite) on a monthly basis with my GP, who has a goatee beard and likes to shake hands at the end of appointments. A nice touch. After two days on 40mg I feel the same, without any noticeable recurrence in symptoms, though of course it’s far too early for that. Prozac is a slow acting medication, taking a long time to build up and your system, and just as long to work its way out again. I have considered keeping a journal to note if and when any obsessions recur - but it occurs to me this could be a way of digging myself into a whole. Watching out for obsessions, even unconsciously, could very well trigger them. Try not to think about penguins, and all that. My hope is that I’ll find a way to function on a lower dose. I find myself asking if there’s a compromise to be had between the soporific fog of 60mg and the torture that is my mind on 0mg. It’s a strange question to be asking, and I’ve no idea what the answer is yet.
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